Who Are You?

From Vywamus in Prelude to Ascension through Janet McClure:

“The Source gave you a gift; it was your unlimitedness, your creativity. The Source then divided Itself up and said, “I want to do this because it’s fun, because I’ll enjoy it, because I get to share.” These are the reasons for doing it. But as far as you were concerned, before you were individualized you were in the womb of Source, and you could stretch out and feel here - the feeling is the key here - and you could feel here and feel here. You were just floating; nothing was required of you, and it was nice and comfortable. And the Source said, “Its time to wake up. I’ve individualized you.” And many of you said, “Who, me? No, I’m sleepy. I want to sleep this morning. I’m not ready to wake up.”

“Well, whether or not you were ready, it was time to wake up. Now, that’s a fact. The first thing you experienced was a sense of individual movement, and because you hadn’t experienced on an individual basis, it seemed to be taking you out of something. You didn’t have the experience you had had before. You were now a being. There was a change, a comprehensive change.

“And then we look at our circle (Oneness) and we see that it’s been divided up. There were seemingly some barriers. In other words, “I stretch here and that’s as far as my individuality goes. What do you mean, I’m just a piece here? Before, I could feel this whole thing. Now there’s only my individuality. What does that mean?”

“Many of you formed some beliefs about that: Did I do something wrong? Why am I here? Why am I limited? Why am I just a piece, if before I was the whole thing? You see, the emotional body gets caught up in the process and might not see the purpose of the process. For some of you that’s very important.

“Others said, “Oh well, there must be a purpose,” and you began to look. And what you saw was literally the purpose. First of all, the Source said, “Look, look. Here’s what your are going to grow up to be. Looks just like me, doesn’t it?” And you said, “Good, good. When?” And the Source said, “When you are ready.” But the next words you didn’t necessarily hear. Those next words were, “I’ll give you a process in which to do it. I’ll give you what is called a cocreator plan.” And you might have said, “Oh, there are others? There are others?” And the Source said, “Look around you. There are others. And this that I gave you is the whole plan.”

“Many of you said, “I want all of that now!” And again the voice said, “When you are ready, when you are ready.” And you said, “but I’m ready now.” And the Source said, “All right, then begin.” And you started your journey.”

(Note: The above gets a bit ahead of our story, but I like to keep the channelings intact.)

In the most basic fundamental sense, you are a spark of Deity. You are an individualized aspect of Source, created in Her/His likeness. That level of your beingness could be called your Divine I Am Presence.

Using the model of a monad, souls, and your waking I consciousness, the monad creates or projects aspect of itself outward to individualize as souls. Souls then project aspects of themselves into physical reality which is the familiar I. Within our waking persona, I, there are many subpersonalities. They are aspects of us which we have given birth to. These four categories: subpersonalities, waking I, soul, and monad are just four aspects of “individuation from Source”, our Divine I Am Presence, but its enough to take us a long ways in our understanding and experiencing of ourselves.

Using our galaxy as an example: our monad would be equated with the divine consciousness that gives birth to a galaxy, and is at the center/heart of the galaxy. Our soul level would be our local sun, and our waking I is the earth. Our subpersonalities could be equated with the individuals upon the planet.

As your waking I consciousness expands, it becomes ever more aware of its multidimensional individualized/collective divine nature. At your soul level, you are aware of the thousands of lives you have lived upon the planet. At your monadic level, you are aware of your many souls throughout this quadrant of the galaxy, and perhaps beyond.

To use the analogy of a painting, we could equate our subpersonalities with the people in a painting. Our waking I, is the painter of that picture, this life. Our soul level could encompass a roomful of paintings by different artist, and the monadic level is a whole museum. Deity is the paint, the canvas, the painter, and all the museums imaginable.

This process of involution; the One creating the many, and evolution; the many returning to their divinity individualized, is repeated throughout creation on many levels. Through this process we create, we experience, and we evolve. Through what is called the Supreme Being, the collective consciousness of all universes, Deity creates, experiences, and evolves.

In one way, who we are, appears to be very simple... we are the I that we constantly experience ourselves as. When we deepen into that, and feel all that our I is comprised of, it is rather amazing. We have emotions, thoughts, awareness, and subpersonalities for starters. We have the subconscious, conscious, and superconscious. If our experience takes us into our transpersonal self, then we may remember past lives and begin to experience ourselves as souls. We may even have glimpses of our Divine I Am, and experience ourselves as radiant spheres of light and love.

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