ACCESS CHANNELING NEWSLETTER

Volume Five, Number Three

Fall, 2004

Healing Scripts & Beliefs

Through Raymond Wolf

The channeling process is chosen for what is of service to the channeler and the material which can be brought through. Different techniques are used to achieve different purposes. Depending upon that purpose, we carefully choose our methods. One method is not necessarily better than the other.

The progress that earth and humanity makes is dependent upon the progress of each of you. It is not by one person alone ascending, or even a small group of people ascending, that the hoped for transformation, that of bringing heaven to earth, that of lifting humanity up, will be achieved. This will be accomplished by each and everyone being lifted up, and by their choices.

There is infinite divine respect for each of you. Each of you are worked with individually in the ways which are most appropriate for you at this time, and with the intention of the highest good for each, and for all.

For many at this time, the intention is for conscious communication. For who you are as personalities upon the earth to have access to your soul, to the Hierarchy, to the planet, and to God... to realize your connectedness, your Oneness as well as your individuality... to realize the divine potential within you and to manifest that here for your becoming.

All of that is in alignment with our intention, God's intention, and of the plan. Quite amazing, it is it not, to think your becoming is part of the plan? That your individual creativity, joy and expression is part of the great gift of creation, and that you would create worlds and environments for that becoming to manifest in. Reality provides you a means of manifesting yourself. Something that is often forgotten in your quest for spiritual enlightenment. (Physical reality is often take for granted, or even resented, and is seen as a limitation to our spiritual enlightenment).

Your enlightenment is being achieved by being incarnated in form. Most would think that form is the limiting factor in achieving your enlightenment. What we are saying is, there is relationship between your physical form and spirit, and being in spirit form does not automatically correlate with what you think of as enlightenment. Simultaneously when you are in spirit form there is a great deal more freedom than you currently experience in physical form. That freedom is equated with higher states or enlightenment. From your waking perspective, moving into disincarnated states gives you greater access to the knowledge of who and what you are. That would be a relatively lineal understanding of planes and consciousness, and even of ascension.

However, as we peel away layers of the plan, we realize more and more of the complexity and the interweaving of dimensions, and who you are on each of those planes. What I am hinting at here is, there are further stages of enlightenment, integration and healing for you as souls when you are not incarnated.

Healing as a personality and as a soul is creating your enlightenment. Healing is creating the freedom to create yourself as the Love that you are. Few have any idea of the potential of physical manifestation for revealing and manifesting Deity. It is a plan of great wonder, amazement, infinite potential and delight, and of unending creativity.

The healing of mankind, each of you, encompasses the well spring of creativity that you are, and that which is often symbolized as the Mother/Father, the womb and mind of God which holds and is the means for manifesting the potential of infinity, an open ended infinite potential for creativity. This is soul development and more. This is integration and healing. This is what we seek to achieve.

Heal thyself. From your perspective, you can not love yourself until you are healed, for you do not love yourself for the many "negative" reflections which you hold about yourself. This is why we emphasis forgiveness and compassion for yourself as steps for opening the door to allow for "love of self". This kind of "love of self" is not narcissism. We have many misunderstandings, many images within the language to overcome to reflect that which Love truly is, and what love for self may mean.

We need new phrases to describe or encompass the facets of what "loving thyself" would mean. To experience Love directly, to realize that Core Essence, the Love/Light that you are, is a great benefit to your being. It helps strip away many false conceptions about who and what you are. It gives you the experience of your eternal essence. This is not where your current waking consciousness dwells. You consciousness dwells in the many subpersonalities that you are, your waking persona. This is not wrong.

However, these selves are not built upon direct memory or experience of your eternal Divine I Am. They are built upon your journey as a soul, as a spark of God through many lives, through thousands of years of experiences. Many of those experiences, lets just say your many incarnations upon earth, have been filled with difficulty, sorrow, pain, and death...limitation, and what is felt as defeat...how you have felt defeated by life. Your enthusiasm for life, your hopes and dreams that you came into incarnation with have been squelched, mitigated, and diminished in one way or another. This can be from small little ways to tragedy.

These sorrows leave a record on your consciousness, and aspects of you will embody these memories. What happens is that you begin to carry those experiences as scripts and beliefs. Then you act and react from them, creating more scripts and defense patterns. The myriad of responses and defenses that we have to all that which has limited our expression as beings.

A healing of these scripts, these experiences, will once again begin to allow for the natural flow of your creativity and essence as a being into your life. Much of your soul essence has been blocked because of disappointment and fear. The disappointment and fear act as a block.

Once again we are not judging that. We are saying this is what has happened, and it has happened for good reasons. For who would continually stick their hand into the fire to be burned? You learn not to of course. This serves you when it is a fire, but does not serve you when it is your joy that you have learned not to bring forth. In this example, you do not trust bringing forth your joy because you have been squelched by life in the past, and you do not wish to be burned again.

Of course it would be wonderful to be able to assure you that this will not happen again, and this is where the healing gets more difficult. For that which has limited you is a manifestation of another layer of fear. Underneath are even more basic scripts or imprintings which need to be cleared and healed. This is where the reflections get difficult to perceive or understand for they are buried deeper in your subconscious and in your "past". In addition they have multidimensional layers to them, which again acts as an impediment to the waking consciousness.

But there is much support for your delving into yourself and into these multiple layers. Dream work, meditation, channeling, and allowing your emotional expression are some of the means. There is the initial difficulty of delving into the issues because they feel so awful. The tenacity of our response to that which feels awful is to turn and go the other way. It feels bad, which is exactly the opposite of what we are trying to accomplish; bringing forth the natural joy and creativity that we are as a beings.

This is a major stumbling block in the process; how to hang out with the emotional discomfort long enough to bring that which is underlying the discomfort to waking consciousness. It is important to allow your feelings without becoming overwhelmed by them, and to allow your feeling to move. You may indeed experience rage, anger, disappointment, and regret as these memories come to surface. In addition, there needs to be the release of the belief that these emotions will kill you. There is fear that these feelings will be overwhelming, and that you can not lift yourself out of the emotional tones that they carry and embody.

Sense the multiple layers of work that one faces when one delves into this healing process. There is great judgment against self, and this is why we start with Love as meaning compassion and forgiveness for self. A truer perception of what "love of self" or what Love is will eventually come to illumination within you.

This judgment against self is another layer which initially acts as an impediment to the healing process. When you become aware of the thoughts and feelings that are unpleasant, the first thing that usually happens is a bit of denial in the sense that you quickly disown them. You judge them...you push them down...you don't want to give voice to them...you want to get rid of them. You might say something like: Why did I think that? That is awful, that isn't me.

Giving yourself a little leeway, a moment of allowing yourself to hear that voice, and to feel those feelings without suppressing them, will help give you a little more conscious awareness of what is underlying. By immediately shutting them down on the top level because you do not like them, you do not like their reflection, that does not give you a chance to deepen into them, to see where they may be coming from within you.

Being aware of all the parts of you and how they respond to a situation is a great gift. Of course we are not suggesting you need to act upon each of them. Discernment is of utmost importance in how you respond. Knowing that you have enough separation from a part that would respond with anger, even though one can be easily triggered into those feelings, especially when they are built up over and over again, is important.

And this is what happens: something starts out small, and we don't acknowledge it because we don't like how it feels, and we don't want to respond in that particular way. We judge the response that it invokes within us. Once again, that level of discernment is important. We do not wish to act out all our impulses of violence against another. This would not serve anybody. However, in this context, it does not serve you to judge yourself for your feelings or thoughts, or to push the feelings down.

Rather, it would be of greater value to feel the emotions. Ah, this situation is completely unpleasant to me. It invokes anger, frustration, annoyance, and I am greatly disturbed by it. Now what can I do about that? What choices do I have? How can I mitigate or change the situation so I am not put into this position? This gives you another pathway. It is not denying the feelings, nor is it acting them out. It is taking them in and receiving their message. It is giving you an opportunity for conscious choice, and conscious choice in relationship to other in creating a different scenario. This is one of the benefits of listening to those thoughts and feelings which are so annoying and nagging, and which we judge as unpleasant and wrong.

Well that would be a good piece of homework in and of itself, would it not? I think it might have just a little transforming effect on ourselves and our relationships with other(s). Let us say our three customary Oms together to complete our work.

Edited channeling from November 2003 by Raymond Wolf

Symphonic Bodies

Through and By Raymond Wolf

Greetings, salutations, blessings.

Calm center.

Allow the vibration to settle,

to resonate along your spinal cord.

Symphonic bodies.

Corresponding centers resonating in harmony

with the earth, planets, and sun.

Each emitting a tone.

Music of the spheres...

the symphony of colors,

sounds, and geometry.

The Solar Logos

and His heavenly bodies.

Listen for these tones,

waves of energy.

Open your perception

to the sound of a planet.

It may resonate as a feeling,

an emotion,

or a high minded idea.

Each chakra has a divine expression.

The rainbow spirits!

These are the centers

by which you manifest your being.

You are unlimited,

and you are a specific creation.

Both are true.

You are a unique divine expression.

Breath deep, feel, sense

the presence of your

Divine I Am within you.

The golden flame

which contains all hues,

attributes, wisdom, and grace.

Complete understanding for your beingness.

Meditate upon the golden thread

which connects me to you.

Allow the image to expand and grow within you.

A column of light

connecting your eternal

Divine I Am Presence

with the self that you are there,

incarnated in time and space.

We are one.

We are one,

even though the veils are many

and may seem impenetrable.

They are not.

Spiraling to their destiny,

your intentions pierce any veil.

Your devotion is felt and known.

Your thoughts of divinity,

reach divinity.

Love

responds to love.

Just be.

Allowing this space we have created.

Be a vessel for the golden light

now pouring through your entire system.

Vortices sparkling,

vitalizing your human expression.

The light flows through your column,

down into the earth.

Light expanding,

touching the earth.

She is grateful

for all healing intention.

Planets are aware.

A manifestation of the Solar Logos.

High tones.

Brilliant colors.

Divine purpose.

Bringing forth the plan

which Helios and Vesta have co-created.

Blessed by the One Supreme Source of all.

Angels, elementals, Elohim, and Masters,

have gathered in glorious devotion

to assist in the creation and manifestation

of that most wondrous vision.

Each of you have your part.

Each of you are a part.

As the heavens unfold,

your joy, enthusiasm, and purpose

will vibrate throughout your being.

This is what you seek.

Hold the image of golden light.

Your Divine I Am Presence

super imposed over your heart,

radiating outward.

I am That I Am.

Let those words resonate

throughout your being.

I am That I Am.

I am That I Am.

We are One.