Saturday, June 01, 2002

I have been meaning to put the finishing touch on this blog for a long time. You know, in job interviews, when they ask if you would rather start projects or finish them? Well, I don't know which I'd rather do, but the fact is that I have this weird aversion to finishing anything. The last quarter-cup of cereal. The last few tablespoons of milk. The last entries on a spreadsheet. The last 15 pages of a book. That last one really messes people up when I tell them. "You don't finish your books?" they say, incredulous. No, and if I keep this up I won't finish this paragraph, either.

So a few weeks back I did finish this project--in that I listened to the final handful of CDs I own. I just didn't get around to writing it down here, and then I rearranged my apartment and the last group of CDs got mixed in with all my other CDs, so I'm actually not altogether sure what the last handful of CDs was! Talk about subverting my own goals!

So, the best I can do is tell you that unless I've mentioned any of these before, the below were the last CDs I played. I can't remember the order I listened to them, but I vaguely remember that I intentionally made it so MMMBop was the last song played:

Nirvana : Incesticide
Nirvana : In Utero
Jane's Addiction : Nothing's Shocking
The Empire Strikes Back : The Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Hanson : If Only/MMMBop/Lonely Again
(CD Single)
Hanson : Weird/I Will Come to You/Speechless (CD Single)
Hanson : MMMBop (CD Single - album version + 3 remixes)


You have so many relationships in this life
Only one or two will last
You're going through all this pain and strife
Then you turn your back and they're gone so fast
And they're gone so fast


...and people don't believe me that Hanson is all about death. But I'll save that argument for another time. And here's an unremarkable number: I own 213 CDs plus one honorable mention, nearly all shipped here from Seattle. I guess this means I can start buying CDs again.


Sunday, April 14, 2002


I'm trying to get myself to tidy up the apartment today, so some motivating tunes:

Faith No More : The Real Thing
You can trust me, I'm no criminal/But I'd kill my mother to be with you, be with you, be with you, be with you

Black Sabbath : We Sold Our Soul For Rock and Roll (2-disc set)
Nobody will ever let you know/When you ask the reasons why/They just tell you that you're on your own/Fill your head all full of lies

Guns 'n' Roses : Use Your Illusion II
You wanta antagonize me/Antagonize me motherfucker/Get in the ring motherfucker/And I'll kick your bitchy little ass

Rage Against the Machine : Rage Against the Machine
Yes, I dwell in hell but it's a hell that I can grip/I tried to grip my family/But I slipped/To escape from the pain and an existence mundane/I gotta 9, a sign, a set and now I gotta name

Honorable Mention: Hole : Live Through This
I'm so bummed. I meant to play this one today, and when I opened the case, the CD was GONE. I have no idea where it is, but I'm afraid it could be in Seattle still. Damn, I like this CD too. I don't know how the CD could be missing without the case, but that's the way it is.

Saturday, April 13, 2002


Well, thanks for visiting here--I would imagine you've given up on me by now. I really am in the homestretch and that's probably why I'm slowing down. I'm one of those people who finds it easier to start projects than finish them. Also, I haven't been around the house as much.

A few days ago, I listened to these CDs:

Faith No More : Album of the Year
Just an inch between striking out and striking rich/If that's the risk, why not take it, take it, take it
This is the last FNM album in my collection. Fittingly, also the last new album they released (later, post break-up, came the "best-of" compilation Who Cares a Lot?). I think they chose wisely to break up after this. It's a great legacy to leave the world--this terriffic, mature album with some truly sublime moments. Though most rabid fans would choose Angel Dust as the best FNM album, this one is definitely my favorite.

Opium Taylor : boy-white city
Little things won't make me stable/I'd rather die than live so fatal/I'm gonna kill one or two of you someday/we'll rise like heat and float away
I always felt that Opium Taylor was more successful onstage than on record. I followed them from gig to gig in Lincoln with puppy-dog-like loyalty. I must have been the only groupie in the world who never slept with any of the band members (not for lack of interest on my part, but that's ancient history). Now the principals of OT have formed the holy ghost and Liars, both better than OT ever was. Good for them.

Sideshow : lip read confusion
Sorry, I can't understand a goddam word Bernie sings
This is as close to a legendary, old-school band as Nebraska will ever get. I remember seeing an early version, the legendary-in-their-own-right Peer Puppet, playing a lunchtime concert at my high school around 1985. From that moment, punk rock was a real, tangible, exciting thing to me. Even at that young age (he went to my high school), Paul Tisdale was unquestionably The Drum God, with no comparison, anywhere. Having lost a member somewhere down the line, Peer Puppet became Sideshow, which became even more brilliant as the years went by. They founded what was often humorously referred to as "Dinge Rock." When "Grunge" came out in the early nineties as the "new" thing, Lincolnites protested that bands like Sideshow and Mercy Rule had been playing that sound in small clubs for several years already. Indeed, one Lincoln band member told me that Nirvana ripped off one of their basslines for "Polly," after that band had played with a pre-Nevermind Nirvana at a small club in Lincoln. Sideshow finally broke up in the late nineties after more than ten years together. Now, freakishly enough, the Nebraska music scene is garnering some national attention, and Sideshow is mentioned again and again as a major influence. At least they are remembered.

Pearl Jam : Ten
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star/In somebody else's sky, but why/Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine
This reminds me of Lollapalloza 1992, which I saw twice. Looking back, the lineup seems rather incredible: Lush, the Jesus and Mary Chain, Ministry, Ice Cube, Pearl Jam, Soundgarden and the Red Hot Chili Peppers. At the beginning of the tour, when I saw it in Denver, Pearl Jam hadn't yet really emerged as the giant they would later become. Ministry represented the old guard, supporting their last good album, Psalm 69. Ice Cube wasn't yet a movie star, and Soundgarden's Badmotorfinger had unknowingly paved the way for "grunge" to become an international phenomenon. And let's remember that at that time, the Red Hot Chili Peppers weren't yet completely a joke, having just released their best album, Bloodsugarsexmagick. They still attracted way too many frat boys for my taste. By the end of the tour, when I saw it in Minneapolis, "The Seattle Sound" had completely exploded, making Pearl Jam one of the hottest bands on the planet, and Singles hadn't even come out yet. Anyway, this is a good album.

Jane's Addiction : Ritual de lo Habitual
I am skin and bones, I am pointy nose; but it motherfuckin' makes me try.
Unlike a lot of folks of my generation, I don't have particularly strong feelings for JA. I like "Jane Says" a lot, and I do have two of their albums. But, I dunno, Perry is a skinny freak who takes himself too seriously and Dave Navarro is a misogynist fuckhead. That said, the first couple of Lollapaloozas were cool, so I thank Perry for that. And Dave is a mean guitar player, who at least seems to have a decent sense of humor. Jane's deserves it's place as an important part of rock history, I just don't feel any need to worship them.

Saturday, March 30, 2002


Ach, just missed the midnight deadline again! Well, I listened to these discs on sunny, springy Good Friday, whilst baking banana bread:

Led Zeppelin IV
Built to Spill : Ultimate Alternative Wavers
Marvin Gaye : The Best of Marvin Gaye Vol. 2: The '70s
k.d. lang : Ingenue
Mercy Rule : Providence

Wednesday, March 27, 2002


Oingo Boingo : Skeletons In the Closet: The Best of Oingo Boingo
Talking Heads : Sand in the Vaseline: Popular Favorites 1976-1983
Mr. Bungle : Mr. Bungle
Various Artists : Xanadu: From the Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Hanson : Where's the Love (CD-Single)


Ah, the early eighties. I was in Junior High and completely obsessed with Talking Heads and Oingo Boingo. I never got over my mad crush on Danny Elfman. I just found out he played a bit part as a violinist in The Gift, which I guess means I'll have to rent it again. By the way, here's another good Elfman site.

My uncle gave me my first Mr. Bungle album. I convinced the band to put me on the guest list for one of their sold-out shows in Seattle because I sent them a home-made Christmas card. I bought their next album, Disco Volante, but found it unlistenable.

I don't remember much about the movie Xanadu except that it has a lot of roller skating in it.

Tuesday, March 26, 2002


Not very obsessive these days, am I? Well, for most of the last couple of week I had guests, so I wasn't exactly staying at home listening to tunes. We're very near the end too. The following brings us to a total of 187 discs, and I don't have many left.

Tonight I needed some bill-paying (read: calming) music:

Peter Gabriel : So
Peter Gabriel : Passion
Gary Numan : Exile
David Bowie : Black Tie White Noise
Infinite Monkeys : Sounds from the Universe Next Door (Beta pre-release)

Wednesday, March 20, 2002


This was for Tuesday:

Lemonheads : It's a Shame About Ray
Ben Folds Five : Whatever and Ever Amen
Matthew Sweet : Girlfriend
Cat Stevens : Tea for the Tillerman
Sycophant : Everything

Do you ever get the impression that my taste in music just sort of stopped around 1995?